I miss you something fierce…I’ll never forget our day.
Most people who know me know how much I love cardinals. I have loved them as long as I can remember. I used to watch them from the window of my Grandma’s old farmhouse and I still remember the awe I felt. Even as a child they gave me a peace and reassurance that I […]
Four years… Only The Lord knows how I’ve made it this far. Stand up, don’t lay down. Keep moving forward, don’t give up. The children need you so forget your scars, (Only The Lord knows how I’ve made it this far). Listen, don’t turn them away. Dry your tears, don’t cry anymore. His friends need […]
We are nearing the fourth year without you. It doesn’t seem like it has been that long…I feel like I have so much to say, but no words can adequately express what is in my heart. So I will just say I knew the day would come where this would get harder than I ever […]
Michael, Even with all the time we spent away from each other and all the mistakes we both made, I never knew the lonely could be so lonely. I do not think it is something you can truly know unless you experience an unchangeable, permanent separation. It is nearly 3 am and I am still […]
Dear Michael, Before I lost you I did not know that it was possible to miss someone so very much. I missed you when you were gone, but there was always the promise that you would return. In this life I will never see you again and that is heartbreaking. I just want to hear […]
Michael, Sometimes I just miss you and there is not a thing that I can do. It physically hurts to know that I will never get to talk to you again on this earth. I wonder about Heaven too. How will we meet again? Do I lose my chance to see you in eternity because […]